2. Lives Much Like Maggots. (When Dead Gods Dream)

When Dead Gods Dream.

Wren passed through the gateway and entered into a ring of open space that had originally served as a no-man’s-land between the inner and outer wall where any threat would be trapped and clearly visible. Those days were long in the past. Now it was filled with hundreds of tents and pavilions belonging to travellers, migrants, or those too poor to get by within the city itself. While the smell of death was unpleasant, the distinctly human smell was worse. The conditions here were awful, but at least they were within the safety of Order.

Beyond the tatty camp rose the inner wall of Voyeur. Unlike its outer counterpart, this wall was twice the height and bore a smooth clay finish that gave it a sense of uniformity unknown to the rest of the landscape. Guards patrolled the top of the wall while colourful flags and banners flew from its vast surface. It was a bastion of protection in an otherwise deadly world.

Wren weaved her way through the sprawling tangle of tent ropes and clotheslines, slipping between the heavy flow of humanity as the outer city residents went about their lives in a bustling chaos of mundanity. All manner of animals intermingled with the men and women, adding to the confused cacophony of the place. Every foot of space was filled with movement and noise. Compared to the near silence past the Order barrier it was overwhelming. 

Merchants attempted to sell their wares, shouting to be heard over the already painful clamour. Most of the goods Wren could see were broken, useless, or well past their prime, but the people here didn’t have the luxury of being picky. A vulture blocked her path as she was passing a table filled with dead animals and squawked loudly at her.

“Now then, young mistress, care to take a gander at my finely curated stock. You look like a girl who could use a feline companion. A pretty kitty would suit you much better than that mangled magpie on your shoulder. I happen to have a beautiful specimen with a gentle demeanour,” the carrion bird told her with all the gusto and charisma of a seasoned salesman. He flicked his head in the direction of his stall.

There was indeed a cat there. It had black fur and was laid on its front, its black eyes staring forward, and its chin resting on its front legs. It was still. Suspiciously so. There was no telltale sign of breathing and even the carefully arranged pose couldn’t hide the vacancy of the eyes.

“That cat’s clearly dead.”

“She’s just sleeping. With her eyes open. She’s a little strange.”

Wren stared at the vulture until he shifted his weight uncomfortably and shrugged.

“Fine, the cat’s dead,” the vulture relented. He changed tact quickly and pressed on. “Still, just think of all the uses. You could have it stuffed as a lovely decorative piece, or deconstruct it for that lush fur. Meat is meat after all. You can’t go wrong with a nice feline stew.”

“The eyes do look juicy,” Krow added hopefully.

“Until I sell all this then we don’t have the sparks to buy anything. Maybe next time,” she said, nodding respectfully to the vulture. She didn’t wait for a response before disappearing back into the crowd.

Wren’s target wasn’t anywhere in the jumble of the outer city but rather was the main gate into the heart of Voyeur. A dozen armed guards stood around the entrance and barred entry for most of the bedraggled travellers who sought to pass. Bags were checked and clothing was patted down. Only a small trickle of those lining to enter were allowed to pass. Wren joined the queue and waited her turn just like the others. When she finally reached the front the guard gave her a small nod of recognition but still checked her sack of fungi. He didn’t pat her down and asked her permission before checking her belongings. It seemed her reputation as a witch really was spreading.

The guard waved her through the gate and she emerged into the inner city of Voyeur. Wren watched as newcomers to the city froze in place around her and stared dumbly at the crude imitation of heaven that sprawled out before them. The streets were paved with plates of cream chitin that meandered in every direction between tall blocks of white buildings that looked to be carved from colossal bones. Rising up from the centre of the city stood the Feeder Peaks, twin halves of a huge beak that had once been the terrifying mouth for the god whose corpse they occupied. The obsidian mountains leaned over the gaping maw that led into the warped darkness of the god’s innards. 

Wren slipped past the stunned travellers and continued towards the closest apothecary store. The sights of the city were all she had ever known and held little wonder for her now. Salves and Salvations was all she had eyes for at the moment. The shop was on the second level of a corner building. She heaved the sack up the carved stairs that ran along the outside of the structure and ducked her head through the narrow doorway. 

The room was dimly lit with yellow mushrooms that gave a soft glow of fluorescent light. Shelves upon shelves littered the walls filled with vials and ingredients. Behind a slab of bone that served as a counter was an old man who worked away with a mortar and pestle. Most folk knew him as Doc Tabbot. A multitude of smells assaulted Wren’s senses but she was used to it at this point.

“What have you brought for me today, child?” the old man asked. His voice was strained, his throat damaged many years before in an accident. Wren knew that behind the counter he only had one leg. 

She ignored the fact that he had called her child again and proceeded to tip out her haul onto the counter. She quickly formed two piles then swept one pile back into the sack. What was left was an assortment of fungi that would best suit the apothecary’s needs. The old man looked over them critically, picking up each sample and studying it closely. Eventually he nodded, a small, satisfied smile creasing his weathered face. 

“You deliver quality ingredients as usual. Three hundred sparks.”

“Three fifty.”

“Three hundred and twenty and not a slither more.”

“Deal.”

Doc Tabbot tutted softly to himself. “I much preferred it when you first started bringing me supplies. You were grateful for the smallest scraps back then.”

“I was six and you were exploiting me.”

“Details, details,” he muttered dismissively. “Though I don’t suppose you’d gather up some slugs and snails like the old days? I’m running low.”

Wren couldn’t help but smile. “I’ll get some of the kids to gather a few. They could do with something productive to do. I’ll handle the selling side though before you get your hopes up.”

“Fine, he grunted. He fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a palm sized disk of blue-tinged bone. “Here’s your payment for today.”

Wren pulled out a blue disc of her own. Doc Tabbot scratched something across the surface of his with a large pin until it began to flicker with a ghostly flame. He then held it over Wren’s until the flame surrounded both discs. After a second the flames faded and Doc slipped his back into his pocket.

“Three hundred and twenty sparks just as promised.”

Wren had once read that before the gods made contact, people had used metal coins and paper notes as currency. The funny thing was that they didn’t smelt down the coins or burn the paper. They existed solely to be passed around without any inherent use. She couldn’t begin to imagine how that had worked. In Wren’s world, if something didn’t help directly to keep you sheltered or fed then it had no value.

Even though the gods themselves were long dead now, their sparks had remained. The sparks were tiny slithers of souls, fragments of spiritual energy that could be collected and dispersed using specially made artefacts called soul cells. The sparks fuelled society. Not only could they be used for trade but they could be consumed to create fire, heal wounds, or even empower an individual’s body. Sparks were a valuable resource indeed.

“Oh, before you go, here’s the usual concoction for your mother. I’ve increased the potency and changed one of the active ingredients. I’m hoping it will keep her conscious a little longer than usual. Give her my regards,” the old man said as he handed across a finger length bone tube topped with a cork. Wren stashed it and gave the man her thanks.

She still had a lot of work to do before her mother was due to awaken. Her next stop was at one of the markets to pick up supplies now that she had some sparks to use. The market was heaving with people and animals as usual, a miniature version of the sprawling stalls and tents of the outer city, though here things were more ordered and the goods had an expected level of quality. 

Wren’s first stop was to pick up a small pouch of eyeballs to fulfil her promise to Krow. The magpie gobbled one down greedily and danced across her shoulder as he devoured it. Next she grabbed a bundle of roach mince from a stall that had several roaches tethered beside it for sale. The large insects skittered back and forth along their little patch of space, their heads swivelling to follow each passer by. Wren watched them, trying to connect her thoughts with them like she would with animals, but it was fruitless. Whatever phenomena had connected the consciousness of most animals together when the gods arrived had not included insects. 

Her next stop was for some bonedust before finally reaching her last stop at a stand filled with flowers. While conditions outside the orderfield were generally too harsh for everything but fungi, within them it was possible to grow small plants like flowers and herbs. Most of the flowers were reds or dark colours, but dedicated growers were able to produce brighter, lighter coloured specimens. Wren bought a small bouquet of pink flowers and a sachet of strong smelling lavender. Fully stocked up, she left the market behind and began her journey home.

She passed by the Feeder Peaks and the Great Maw, slowing only slightly to watch the men and women at work, a system of pulleys constantly hauling raw materials out from within the god’s body. Teams of workers dragged bone and putrid meat from the maw to clean and repurpose whatever they could. It was here that Krow hopped off her shoulder. 

“”I’ve got some errands of my own to run. Important business.”

“You just don’t like being around children.”

“They’re loud, seem incapable of understanding personal boundaries and consent, and are just generally sticky and awful. Utterly frightful creatures. Anyway, you don’t need me there. I know how much you’re looking forward to seeing your mum. She was only awake for five minutes last time afterall.”

He took off, disappearing over the rooftops to do whatever it was he did when Wren wasn’t around. Krow was tight-beaked when it came to his personal life. She didn’t mind. He was entitled to his privacy. It wasn’t like she owned him. 

Wren picked up her pace even more until she was almost jogging. Now that she was nearly home her excitement was building. It had been two weeks since she had last heard her mother speak. Her slumbers had been growing in frequency and length for the last few years. She was very ill, but every time she awoke she spoke words of great wisdom. Wren longed to talk with her. To listen to her tell stories of her past and for Wren to vent all her feelings over hour long chats like when she was little. That was unlikely now but Wren would hold on to every fleeting moment she could have with her.

In just a few scarce hours, Rosabella Ashmoore would be among the living again.

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1. A World of Rot. (When Dead Gods Dream)

When Dead Gods Dream.

The air shimmered like spilled oil. An uncomfortably warm wind blew southwards through the arced maw of the Feeder Peaks and across the All-Seeing Lakes that circled the city of Voyeur. Northern winds were always unpredictable due to the frothing maelstrom of the Abyssal Ocean that flanked the city. As weather went, sticky warmth was considered a good day. 

Between each of the nine jaundiced lakes that formed a ring around Voyeur were narrow pathways that linked the city with the outside world. Between the edge of the lakes and the city itself stood the creamy glow of the Order field. The protective sphere surrounded the city like a translucent eggshell. Its constant crackle created a low background buzz that could be heard from a mile away like a million starved mosquitos baying for blood.

Beyond the city and the Order field and the sickly lakes worked a lone figure. Wren Ashmoore let the wind sluice across her body as she worked, ignoring the constant pin-prickle sensation of sweat by keeping her hands busy with mushroom picking, and her mind occupied with singing softly into the soupy air. A leather sack was at her side, already half full with the morning’s harvest of fungi. The sack was her only companion beside a ragged magpie that stood on a nearby pillar of stone. 

Few souls dared to brave the world beyond the crackling sphere of Order that protected Voyeur. Demons, mutants, and madness festered without an Order-field to keep the world in check. The worst terrors tended to avoid large settlements like Voyeur, but experience had taught Wren to always be wary. She never strayed too far from one of the land bridges between the lakes.

No human could swim across the All-Seeing lakes. They weren’t filled with water but rather thick jelly that sucked at anything unfortunate enough to find themselves within it. The viscous yellow discs rose like perfectly smooth hills towards their centre, each crowned with a pool of deepest black. When viewed from a distance they were unmistakably the colossal eyes of a dead god.

Fungi was the only thing that grew from the rotting flesh of the continent. Some species were small and grew in the damp shadows while others were taller or squatter than a grown man. Hundreds of shapes and colours spread out across the landscape before Wren in a sickly kaleidoscope of rot. 

Wren knew a lot about fungi. You had to if you worked with them. It would be all too easy to mistake similar species and die gruesomely in a puddle of your own blood-filled vomit. Some didn’t even need to be eaten to be deadly. Spores alone could be deadly, and not every death was quick. Certain species even replaced a still living body’s nervous system with its own mycelium network, turning the poor soul into a zombified slave to the fungus. To the informed observer though they represented a world of opportunity.

Food was always scarce in Voyeur, so anything edible was coveted, but then there were also those that sought certain mushrooms for medicinal properties, others for their deadly toxins, and many that wanted to escape into the hallucinations that some fungi could trigger. There were other, more practical uses for them too. Wren had dedicated years to studying mycology and considered herself one of Voyeur’s experts.

This close to the city, the gigantic mushrooms known as skycaps had long since been felled, but they still loomed in the distance, close enough for all manner of horrors to approach unseen. Their wide caps formed a near unbroken ceiling, casting huge swaths of the land in an inky gloom that hid countless dangers. Even the softness of the fleshy white ground beneath Wren’s feet would mask the sound of footsteps. That’s why it was vital to always have an escape route nearby.

Wren worked quickly with a small knife made of bone, selecting a fungi and cutting it free with practised, almost mechanical movements before throwing it into the sack. The air was heavy with the perpetual sickly-sweet scent of death. With each step her feet sunk slightly into the cold, pallid flesh of the god corpse. Wren never wore shoes beyond the walls. Everything was soft with rot. Shoes quickly became damp and degraded, and repairs or replacements were hard to come by.

She only had two sets of clothing, one light shift made from webworm thread, a pair of snug trousers, an equally snug top, both of which had been handed down from her mother, and a cloak that was still far too big for her that had once belonged to her father. Wren wished she could wear the shift to help combat the weather but loose fabric catching or snagging was a death sentence, so Wren suffered the heat with little complaint.

Despite the constant danger Wren enjoyed the work. Her mother had taught her about the different types of fungi when she had been a little girl. Her mum had always been a thin, sickly woman, but she had never shown fear of being outside of the city. Wren remembered her mother telling her that observation was much better than fighting prowess. Why risk a fight when you know exactly where each threat might lay? 

Most thought her mother mad. Who but a raving lunatic would take a child into the hellish wild? But even back then Wren had found a solace in the silence. There was a simplicity to the brutal landscape of death that couldn’t be found in the chaotic swirl of caged humanity. 

“There’s a corpsehawk coming,” stated a nervous voice beside her.

The voice belonged to Krow the magpie. The bird cocked its head to the side and blinked all four of his eyes one at a time in a ripple that started with his back left eye and ended at the back right. His one foot shifted and hopped constantly, eager to take flight, while the peg that was fastened where his other foot should have been tapped the cracked stone surface in an impatient rhythm. 

Wren followed the direction he was looking and spotted a distant speck in the red hued sky. It very well could have been a corpsehawk, not that it mattered. Anything outside of Order would kill her with frightening ease. Still, she trusted Krow’s vision. It had saved her life more than a few times.

“That’s the second one this week,” Krow muttered as Wren dropped the last mushroom into the sack.

“Could be the same one.”

“Could be. It shouldn’t be here though.”

“You could always fly up and ask it.”

The bird gave her a withering stare. His four eyes made it all the more intense. “Just because it can talk doesn’t mean it’ll parlay with me. It’d eat me as soon as say hello. No. Much better to ignore the problem and hope it disappears. Now let’s go. Corpsehawks have a nasty turn of speed when they spot a potential meal.”

“You’re right. We’re done here anyway. I’ve still got so much I need to do before Mum wakes up. I’ve been waiting two weeks to speak to her.” 

Wren grabbed the sack and slung it over her shoulder. The knife stayed in her hand. Hidden dangers could always strike, and while anything could kill her, she didn’t want to make it too easy. Krow hopped across onto her shoulder and the two quickly approached the pathway between the eyes. He scanned the land behind them as Wren focused the land in front. 

While Order stopped monsters, it didn’t prevent desperate cutthroats and muggers. As far as Wren was concerned, humans presented a bigger threat to her safety. Beasts and demons could be avoided, but people couldn’t be. 

Strangers to Voyeur spoke of the constant unnerving sensation of being watched while in the vicinity of the city. To Wren and the other natives it was a simple fact of life. You couldn’t rely on that subtle unsettled feeling to alert of danger. Many had found that out the hard way. To travel alone was simply suicide. That’s why Wren had Krow. 

She couldn’t rely solely on her friend though. She continued her soft singing and tried to look as carefree as she could. Potential observers were more likely to make mistakes when they underestimated the observed. 

The pearlescent barrier of Order stood just beyond the ring of sightless eyes. The air crackled and the world beyond its flowing veneer looked warped as though the outer wall of the city was swaying drunkenly. Wren passed through it without slowing and let the feeling of crackling ice ripple across her skin and through her soul. It never failed to rip the breath from her lungs but she had experienced it enough to stave off the worst of the sensation. While it was uncomfortable for her, it was deadly for anything of a demonic nature.

Krow shuddered as they passed through, scrunching his four eyes tightly together. He let out a sigh as they emerged from the other side then shook his feathers.

“You think we have enough to afford a juicy eyeball for your good friend and bodyguard? You promised me one last week,” he asked her.

“I’m a woman of my word aren’t I? Sometimes unforeseen costs can’t be avoided.”

“You bought a doll for a whiny child who couldn’t look after her last.”

“Her house collapsing and killing her parents is hardly her fault. Humans need comforting distractions. I can’t bring her parents back, but a doll to hug and confide in is like a totem, something we place faith in and breathe a kind of life into. It’s important. Believe me. Anyway, I know you have your own stash of treasure you could trade for little treats.”

“Treasure to a noble bird such as myself is like a totem, something we place faith in and breathe a kind of life into,” Krow parroted. “Our ancestors were powerful dragons who’s social hierarchy was built around the accumulation of wealth. It’s in our blood. A part of our cultural heritage!” 

“Fair enough. Don’t get your feathers ruffled. I think we should be set for today. Those wanton warlocks fetched a good price last time I found some.”

“Are they the little purple mushrooms with the questionable shape?”

“Yeah, those ones. Apparently when they’re prepared correctly they give the user an erection that lasts for three hours. People pay good money for that.”

“Why would anyone want that? Us animals learned early that the quicker the better. Why leave yourself vulnerable for longer? Surely it gets boring after a few minutes? And sore!”

Wren ignored the bird’s question. They were in the shadow of Voyeur’s wall now, right where she had discarded her shoes in the early hours of the morning. She slipped them back on then began to follow the jagged curve of the wall eastward towards the closest gate into the city.

The outer wall was a mess of bone, hide, and chitin that was liberally plastered with wattle and daub. It only stood about ten feet tall and could be broken apart fairly easily with a hard tool and a little time, but time was exactly what it bought the people within. It kept most of the beasts out and put just enough of an obstacle in the way of an invading tribe that a proper defence could be mounted. 

It wasn’t long until the two lookout columns that flanked the eastern gate came into view. It was known as the Foragers’ Pass and was the smallest of the city’s gates. Two guards stood beside the gateway itself with another two standing atop the columns. The two on the ground were armed with shields and spears while the two above each had a tall basket filled with javelins. The constant damp made bows all but useless. All four had a bagpipe-like instrument hanging at their side which could be used to communicate with the guards within the city itself. The lower guards greeted Wren with curt nods as she approached. Her white hair made her distinctive, even at a distance, so she rarely had to identify herself.

“Looks like you had a good morning,” the older of the two commented. He was a bald man with a drooping moustache who went by the name Russ. 

“It’s a lot easier to work when I don’t have people attacking me,”

“I can’t send out Griss every time someone passes through the gate,” he said, nodding his head towards a stern looking pigeon who perched nearby. “You know the dangers of coming out here well enough. Not that there’s many stupid enough to follow a witch.”

“It didn’t stop the last one,”

“What can I say? There’s no accounting for terminal stupidity. The three days of full body cramps you put him through should have done the trick though. They say he screamed non-stop the entire time. You’re developing a reputation.”

Wren frowned. “I only wanted to paralyse him. I panicked and grabbed the wrong pouch. The bone-bane spores are meant for bigger creatures.”

Russ placed a scarred hand on Wren’s shoulder. He was missing half of his pinky finger. “That bastard followed you with bad intentions. He got what he deserved, and he can thank the dead gods he’s still among the living to reflect on his actions.”

He stepped back to let Wren pass through. She nodded and stepped through the gate and into the city of the All-Seeing god.

Next – 2. Lives Much Like Maggots.

Perfection

“Magnificent,” announced the king’s assistant. “The detail, the colour, the emotion! It is simply wondrous.”

From the darkness nearby, Ellion Demerre, a scrawny, unkempt man with dark hair and dark clothes, approached the painting that had drawn the other man’s praise. It showed a woman of great beauty, naked on a backdrop of a midnight field. There wasn’t a brushstroke out of place.

“It is still not right,” sneered Demerre critically. “The symmetry is all wrong, the skin varies in shades, the hair has odd numbers of strands and freckles never match. It is infuriating.” Continue reading

Pinocca

The death happened on a sunny day down by the peaceful brook where families often picnicked in the warm days of summer. Who among the villagers would have guessed that a venomous snake lurked among the dark bushes that lined the silver stream? The girl Pinocca, who was entering into the cusp between child and woman, certainly didn’t. As she picked the sweet smelling flowers of dazzling colours that grew beside the water, the snake had struck out and plunged its fangs into her rosy flesh. In her shock she had staggered back, lost her footing and plunged into the chill waters. The bite was not deep but the venom spread through her veins and froze her limbs. She drowned, her lips inches from the air that they so desperately sought.

The villagers grieved for a time, then moved onwards. The girl’s father, a widowed carpenter, was driven mad by the loss of his only child, his dead wife’s only legacy. He locked himself away in his workshop, living on the stale bread, potatoes and small wedges of cheese that an elderly women left on his doorstep each week. Friends and neighbours feared for his health, but no amount of knocking or calling out his name summoned him forth from the decaying house.

Night and day the steady sound of hammer and chisel reverberated through the house. The carpenter worked to ease his pain, his tools the vassals of all the emotion that could no longer flow from his body. Numb was his mind but skilled were his fingers. A single image was burned into his mind, all the more vivid in the troubled dreams that filled the scant scraps of sleep that he could not fight. Continue reading